My Life and I Wouldn't Change It For The World!!
Hey loves! man i feel like i haven't wrote nothing in a long time lol i been so busy with work and giveaway and just being a mommy that's a full time job in its self lol
So my son is about to be 13 years old, man i don't how where time has gone it feels like just yesterday i was 16 and haven my first child i know i know what your going to say is 16 OMG! you was young yes i was young but i had a very firm mother who made me take care of my child and said to me "Melissa You laid down and had that baby now you stand up and take care of that baby" and that's what i did, i was still in school when i was prego my baby's father was my high school sweet heart and i knew that we could do this but one might i get a phone call that i would never forget i said "hello" and the operator said "you have a collect call from a inmate in the county jail" and then he said his name ..... my heart just sunk in i was like yes i will accept so i said hello and he said "Mel don't worrie about it but i need you to be strong" and i was lost i didn't know what to do i was soo dumb founded that he was doing crazy and stupid shit behind my back well long story short my sons father did 10 years in prison.... so i did what my mom said i stood up and took care my son i went to school with my son and then i came home waited for my mom to get off work and then soon as she walked in the door i got dressed and headed to work until 1am and then had to be at school at 5am and i did this for years i got 4 hrs of sleep at times if my son didn't wake up in the middle of the night but i was strong my mommy always told me i can do anything if i can put my mind to it so that's what i did i worked and took care my baby boy... so long story short he will be 13 in less then 2 weeks and its bitter sweet i know he is now a teenager but he is still my baby boy and he is still my first born and now he is starting to become a man and i never thought i would see this day, only because as moms you see your kids as small and always depend on you and always need you and you never picture them grown and moved out the house and have kids and a girl friend all that good things well at least i dont lol but im excited we have taught each other everything he is my best friend my first born and he made me stronger he made me a better mother he has made me ME!! :)
Ok so now lets get to my giveaways i have 4 open giveaways right now i have a Nature Box giveaway and all you have to do is click the video and subscribe and then use the hidden words(in the video) in a sentence in a comment on the video easy right!! next i have a UrbanDecay giveaway all you have to do is enter in the links below on the video! and Next i have a Julep Nail Polish Giveaway and all you have to do is click the link on the video to enter!! and last but not least i have a baby stuff giveaway handmade by a friend of mines her company is called Pixieluv giveaway and all you have to do to enter this giveaway is just SUBSCRIBE TO both of us on YOUTUBE! soo easy! see you all soon!!!